Ask yourself; “What am I trying to do with imagining myself believing that I have such a poor self-confidence”?
I know, it is a difficult question to answer, but make an effort even if you feel uncomfortable with rooting in your interior. Think about and write down what you come up with. Take your time, because this is important – and was brutally honest. The answers may surprise you, but you have to be much more honest with yourself than you have ever been before. Remember that you can fool others, but never yourself!